Is it just me or does everyone else sit at work pondering over the fact that surely there must be something better than this?........working the old 9-5 day in and day out.....now I am fairly new to this work schedule, after 10 years in a busy ED department to now doing desk work is a bit of a culture shock to say the least!.
I spent so long feeling lost - as if the path I was on was completely clouded and I couldn't find my way. I felt I had lost my drive my creativity, my messy mojo......what ever you want to call it - it was gone!. I've always been arty....well just loved making a mess really, but after leaving school I never followed my one true wish and that was a career in some kind of art and design.....thing.
But with my inner art soul squashed and hidden for so long, I never thought I'd find it again.......until recently that is. I could feel my inner voice and whispers (of the soul that is) trying to guild me to something more creative....yes this sounds ridiculous but honestly this is how it felt, I just had such a urge, craving, and must to start something creative. So card making was first, inking, stamping then mixed media, altered art, canvas, modelling clay,melting pots, you name in I was loving it!
While discovering these new styles, designs, techniques I found that my soul cravings would ease and my inner whispers were calmed but also totally engrossed and excited at the same time......which lead to a very happy me, a fulfilled me.
It seems the more I do craft, design, make a mess wise, and the more techniques I try and love, the more I yearn for a more creative life. The most eye opening example of this was when I purchased Kelly Rae Roberts book -' Taking Flight'...OMG! I can't even begin to explain just how this hit home - in a huge way. It was almost like she was describing my exact situation, life, needs, desires, dreams and it made it all to familiar as she too had come from a nursing type background, so I could totally relate to her. This was the catalyst that set my arty desire to life - I realised that making a career from your passion is possible and there was a whole world of like minded people in my exact same boat - all looking for other similar people to connect with.
With this in mind the blog was born......which only lasted a few month if I'm honest, but I'm back on the messy arty wagon so I'm must blog a post at least once a week if not more!....mind you I'm still working out how the hell to work this thing - but I'm here to stay so I guess I'll get my head around this.........one day!